I’m two different people. The person I am when everyone is looking, and the person I am when I’m alone. When people want me to open up, they begin crossing over into the person I am when I’m alone. And that person is fucking angry, critical, blunt, mean, brash, and completely fucked up. That person ruins every friendship, every relationship and everything that my life consists of.
I wish I could just fucking get rid of her. But she’s who I really am.